Check it:

I found some stuff from my Drill folder today(I did Drill last year)


We're just all insane....

Saturday aftermath...

Gash... I'm so tired from the dance... When Andrew came and picked me up for the dance... i almost fell over (okay, this isn't a normal thing for me, but I'm going to anyway) My gads! he looked freaking Hott... he was wearing a collared black pinstriped shirt with a white tie, black pants and a black pinstriped fedora, with his hair pulled back into a ponytail. *dies* I wore my black homecoming dress (that I got from my Drill instructor last year) that I altered to be shorter, with blue seed beads on it, my hair pulled into a messy half bun, and a blue necklace... i still think that he looked better. :D
I dono. It was fun. We didn't really dance much, we mostly just sat on the sidelines and laughed at all the crazy people at the dance. One girl(I won't say names, but it was a sophomore) had her skirt on backwards the whole time... it was freaking hilarious. and there were some rather... nontraditional couples... We sat and watched the progress of that event the entire night... Nnnnn let's see... finally, Sara coerced us into dancing to one of the slower songs... afterward we promptly sat down again. We ended up leaving early... about 10:00 ish...
Oh! i forgot to talk about my solo X| I personally think it was a mess... i forgot my choreography, and so i improved the whole thing... D: Everyone else liked it, so i guess that's what matters in this situation... :D yeay....
*goes to sleep now*

D.Co.D.Co.D.Co....

D.Co. tryouts are on saturday... then i have the dance... I'm kinda nervous, but kinda not... I dono... the D.Co. routine that we're doing is like a spawning of a latin and a Jazz dance... O.o it's funky... So, come saturday, we'll see how i do...
Bah... the semester's almost over... and i don't think that I'll have enough time to do the Dance Club this year... Sorry friends... X| but, school does come first.

Murphy's Law strikes again...

"Every thing that can go wrong, will go wrong."
that, is my life...i don't even know how, but, i strained my quadraceptoral tendon today... it HURTS(!) to just walk even!!  i don't know how well I'm going be able to dance this Saturday... and crapcakes... i have D.Co. tryouts tomorrow morning... X'| *cry*
this is my life...

Time to get focused...

I've decided; it's time for me to choose an actual subject for this blog... cause I've been just to freaking A.D.D. with this thing. Have you noticed this? probably not, but still, i need a subject for this.
I think I'll focus on my dance.  This meaning, I'll post what I'm learning in D.Co., Cheer, and pieces that i Choreograph myself. If i can, I'll even post video clips of the pieces I perform. Cool?
I think so. I'll start now:

Right now, I'm working on a piece that I'm performing next Friday  at my school's winter dance. It's a short Lyrical piece, only 14 counts of 8, about a minuet long, to the Christmas song Greensleeves, but I'm crazy excited, this is the first solo performance I've EVER done! it's a little nerve wracking, but, I'm very confidant that I can do it!! いてきましょうな。(Let's go!!)
Another thing I'm doing is a piece for Cheer with the rest of the girls is a Jazz dance for our Christmas concert on the 17th. It's hard, there are a lot of direction changes and so on, but once i got it down, it's really fun!
Yeays...

Proper Speakings....

My life, is a paroxysm... the other day, I was working on my Geometry... and i suck at Geometry... Andrew was trying to help me, but every one was talking around me, and being all distractings like, and i just freaked. i can't work with people around me. i get really irritated... bah. i yell out sound-words, and flap my hands. DX so, paroxysm. My life. Ach.
OH!!! want to hear something absolutely (not) loverly? Sunday night, Andrew was over for dinner(obviously, this "Andrew" is my bestest friend((and more!!!) ever... he shows up quite frequently in my life) and well, after dinner we were just chilling out upstairs... and he did not look good at ALL. i asked him what was wrong, and he just shook his head and held his hand over his mouth. he was pretty pale, so i suggested that he get some air outside, and we were halfway to the door, when he turned around, and ran into the bathroom, throwing up all over the place. (for your sake, Teacher Ballard, it did not exude from his mouth...) it was pretty nasty. I found out that i don't have a problem with people throwing up... weird. but anywho, we had him sit down for a while, but he didn't seem to be getting better, so we took him home. i walked him inside, and he promptly ran to his bathroom and threw up again. he told me later that he was up until 3 throwing up. He's lactose intolerant, and so he'd have a dream about cottage cheese, then wake up and throw up again... not good... X|
I spent most of Monday "speaking" with him, and helping him through the first flu experience of his life. man, I'm really freaking glad i culled Infectious Diseases as one of my classes... otherwise i wouldn't have had any idea how to help the plugg. ^^ Thanks Cox.
he's doing much better now, we're pretty sure his fever's gone now, so he's bound to be better by tomorrow at the earliest. Thursday or Friday at the latest. any later and I'm going to be very, very concerned... T_T


for Thanksgiving, it's the year we go to my mother's family for dinner.... *cry* i don't like them very much... they're really nice people, just not people i feel like i can be my full, appreciated self around... i just kinda sit in the corner and get ignored... i think i'll eat, and then go sleep in the car. God has bilked me of my Thanksgiving...(okay... not God, but.... you get the point...-_-;)

*Commits せっぷく*

 せっぷく, is Japanese for ritual suicide... gah... I'm really at an emotional low right now... I've  in got a D in math, a C in my Finantial Lit. Class... and i missed a HUGE ass assignment in English... Jooooooy.... i hate my grades... but, then again,what is new??
not much.

Boored...

welll..... imma just waiting here, waiting for people to show up for a dance club meeting... it was pretty stupid of me to tell everyone to meet at 3:15... imma stupid... well, I'm probably just going to sit here, and makeup a blog,or some other account thing for the club,to help keep others up to date. God help my brain...

wHaat izZat Four Na0w??

well, we gots my computer fixed... now it has two brains... it's kinda wierd... ...... yeah... not much else to say on that,... i'll update ya'lls later.

AUGH!!!

i'm scarred for life....
i was in Infectious Diseases, and Cox pulled out a bag of eyeballs, and said that they were to be dissected in her biology class today... uh-hug...
*puke*

oh......


I'm kinda sad. the past few days, the blocker stuff for the schools internet was down, and so you could go wherever you wanted to, so i was checking my deviant alot, but they got it back up... -_-... now i can't check my deviant... I'll have to go to the library now... i don't wanna.... it's like,a mile between my house and the library... I'm fine walking there in the summer, but now that it's fall, not so much... oh well. I'm just kind of a whiner...  IT"S RICHARD!!! :D -->

Guesswhatguesswhatguesswhat?!?!

so, I've been reading a lot of the comic Looking For Group online, and an add popped up to get the "evil browser", for my internet. so, i had to download Mozilla to download it, and guess what? i think i like Mozilla more than Internet Explorer.  it runs faster, even with a low connection, can open multiple tabs, takes less battery power to run, and it also tells me when i spell wrong! :D!!! and it just looks really cool. yeaaaaay. :dance:

*Cry*

i'm so happy,and sad at the same time... it'skinda retarded...i finnaly got CS3 on my laptop, and i can't get photoshop to open... DX....
and now,my PSP doesn't work! i think i dropped it one to many times...
and my phone screen doesn't work, soihad to get a new one.... good thin we got a warranty on the stupid thing...
han...
ARGH!!! i hadn't finished playing crisis core either... now what? i don't have job, though i'd really like one, so i can't just go out and buy a new one... X|... i need a job...
and my FFVIII game has gone missing, and i'mnot done with that either.. same with Twilight Princess.... *urge to kill something rises...*
...


i need a hug....

THE HALLOWEENIES!!!

hahahaha....
Zim.
i've been watching waaay to many Invader Zim episodes lately.... ahaha. cry.
my mind has been so demented. Zim has to be one of the most disturbing children's show ever, aside from Spliced.
i guess it fits me perfectly!
i think one of my favorite episodes is the Bolognus Maximus episode. wahaha. Meats of Evil. Zim is an alien, and
thus isn't compatable with human foods, and when Dib throws baloney at Zim, it fuses to his flesh. the resulting
drama is that Zim turns Dib into a hunk of baloney... and Dib returns the favor.. luz.
there's on callled Bloaty's Pizza Hog, and it's making fun of Chuckie Cheeses... it's so nasty and disturbing...
Bloaty is very bloated.... guhg...
any who....
that's my post...
happy halloween... in your mind!!!!

OH NOS!!!!

IT'S SNOWING!!!!! WHY MUSHT IT SNOW?!?!?!?! ....
i kinda really HATE snow.....
why couldn't it wait untill after halloween?!
imma going to go as Rinoa Heartilly, From FFVIII this year.

i don't think i'm going to go trick-or-treating, but i will probably run aroung like some maniac, screaming and scaring small children.
:D

DAMN YOU MIKE!!!!

effing A. so, the computer guy at my chool is and IDIOT. he has NO IDEA what he's doing..... so, when he installed Adobe CS3 onto everyone's computer, the @*$# copy and pasted the $*^@#!! program.... STUPID!!!
that doesn't even work. grah! so that, ans some other things seriously effed up my computer. there was a program backed every thing up really wierd, and so it had reached FOUR THOUSAND MGS!!!!!...*cry*  stupid stupid man....
DARN YOU!!! DARN YOU TO HEEEECK......


DAMMNIT!!!!

but it's fixed now, so, all is well... i just couldn't use my computer for a while.... *cry*

Mind Thought #1

so, in English, we are reading Pride, Prejudice, and Zombies.
and i have a problem with it. the story idea in and of it's self is awesome. having Elizabeth Bennett kick zombie ass is great. but, Jane Austin put VERY LITTLE research into the... well, everything.
He tells us that Elizabeth and her sisters trained in China with a Xiolin monk.(He spelled it with the stupid American spelling.... i think i might have spelt American wrong....i dono...-_-...) that in and of it's self is pretty cool. but Elizabeth uses a Katana, not a Wato and Japanese throwing stars. Problem? Major. she also practices in a Dojo( also Japanese) and fights against ninjas. Ninjas are not for combat, but for assasinations. ( To burst the happy bubble of Naruto fans out there. :D)
eye twitch
abd, by the way, a Xiolin Monk could probably kick the ass of any samurai or ninja any day,with every few exceptions. trust me, imma geek, who knows other, better geeks.
like, every thing combat that he uses in the book is of Japanese origin. eye twitch.
the Chinese do have a sword with a blade like that of a katane, but it does have variations, and is called a Wato(i don't know the chinese name for it....) if Elizabeth did use a sword, it would probably be that. XP.
Die, Jane Austin. you killed my japanese soul.
(i wish. i'm white.... but my soul is asian...)

OMAIGADS!!!

LOOKLOOKLOOK!!!
at the bottomof mai blog, i have FISH!!!
:D
my day has been made.

Instructions :D


like i said, this is a blog for my english class, so, here's an assignment that gets to go up here:

instructions for english :D

my next post will be instructions i gots to do for mai english class... we gots to choose something we knew how to do, and write instructions for it. i just chose a basic Kanji... it's so lame, cause i did it at like, 12 am... and all on microsoft paint, cause i don't have a scanner... D: soooooo... please be kind to me.

what to do, what to do...


i gotta try and decide what i should have this blog be about.... i was thinking about doing something along the lines of what school will be like, but then i also whant to do an art blog... i wanna do a book review blog(over rated, by the way), i might just do one about my crazy messed up mind thoughts.... sounds good...

just a warning, my brain is VERY MUCH ADHD.... like, severely.... :D so, things will be changed, i'll jump from look and thought to look and new thought... please be kind to me.

Cheer tday for 5 effing hours....


my feet kill... they're soooooo not used to being used nonstop for 5 hours... so sitting. just running, jumping, danceing, kicking...etc.....
meh. i'm over it.
.....
"come what may, and love it."



hello here


hi... i started the blog for my english class at school... lets see how well i suck at this... :D