Murphy's Law strikes again...

"Every thing that can go wrong, will go wrong."
that, is my life...i don't even know how, but, i strained my quadraceptoral tendon today... it HURTS(!) to just walk even!!  i don't know how well I'm going be able to dance this Saturday... and crapcakes... i have D.Co. tryouts tomorrow morning... X'| *cry*
this is my life...

Time to get focused...

I've decided; it's time for me to choose an actual subject for this blog... cause I've been just to freaking A.D.D. with this thing. Have you noticed this? probably not, but still, i need a subject for this.
I think I'll focus on my dance.  This meaning, I'll post what I'm learning in D.Co., Cheer, and pieces that i Choreograph myself. If i can, I'll even post video clips of the pieces I perform. Cool?
I think so. I'll start now:

Right now, I'm working on a piece that I'm performing next Friday  at my school's winter dance. It's a short Lyrical piece, only 14 counts of 8, about a minuet long, to the Christmas song Greensleeves, but I'm crazy excited, this is the first solo performance I've EVER done! it's a little nerve wracking, but, I'm very confidant that I can do it!!　いてきましょうな。(Let's go!!)
Another thing I'm doing is a piece for Cheer with the rest of the girls is a Jazz dance for our Christmas concert on the 17th. It's hard, there are a lot of direction changes and so on, but once i got it down, it's really fun!
Yeays...

Proper Speakings....

My life, is a paroxysm... the other day, I was working on my Geometry... and i suck at Geometry... Andrew was trying to help me, but every one was talking around me, and being all distractings like, and i just freaked. i can't work with people around me. i get really irritated... bah. i yell out sound-words, and flap my hands. DX so, paroxysm. My life. Ach.
OH!!! want to hear something absolutely (not) loverly? Sunday night, Andrew was over for dinner(obviously, this "Andrew" is my bestest friend((and more!!!) ever... he shows up quite frequently in my life) and well, after dinner we were just chilling out upstairs... and he did not look good at ALL. i asked him what was wrong, and he just shook his head and held his hand over his mouth. he was pretty pale, so i suggested that he get some air outside, and we were halfway to the door, when he turned around, and ran into the bathroom, throwing up all over the place. (for your sake, Teacher Ballard, it did not exude from his mouth...) it was pretty nasty. I found out that i don't have a problem with people throwing up... weird. but anywho, we had him sit down for a while, but he didn't seem to be getting better, so we took him home. i walked him inside, and he promptly ran to his bathroom and threw up again. he told me later that he was up until 3 throwing up. He's lactose intolerant, and so he'd have a dream about cottage cheese, then wake up and throw up again... not good... X|
I spent most of Monday "speaking" with him, and helping him through the first flu experience of his life. man, I'm really freaking glad i culled Infectious Diseases as one of my classes... otherwise i wouldn't have had any idea how to help the plugg. ^^ Thanks Cox.
he's doing much better now, we're pretty sure his fever's gone now, so he's bound to be better by tomorrow at the earliest. Thursday or Friday at the latest. any later and I'm going to be very, very concerned... T_T

for Thanksgiving, it's the year we go to my mother's family for dinner.... *cry* i don't like them very much... they're really nice people, just not people i feel like i can be my full, appreciated self around... i just kinda sit in the corner and get ignored... i think i'll eat, and then go sleep in the car. God has bilked me of my Thanksgiving...(okay... not God, but.... you get the point...-_-;)